rant

angry bread. XD

assalam,~ wehoo,~ this songs, i dedicated to someone who hated me now. hehe. she don't know anything and she's like kanak2 in the facebook (cause she humiliate me in front of the world in her fb) hahah. you. you don't know anything bout me eventhough we been friend like.... how many years eh,? i ain't remember nymore cuz it's like long time d. duuh. i TRY to make peace with u. but just like.... what,? think you are coolio enough eh,? slut, u and ur sis are same. kanak ribena. and i ain't give a damn bout what you thought bout me. GTFO lah,! sedangkan aku tak kenal diri aku ni sapa, kau berani kata kau kenal aku,? i mean. come on lahh.... that's very lame post on your fb said u have known me for long time and i can just be very mean to u. hey BITCH. kau kenal aku kan,? biasa nya kau tahu kan bila ak dah cakap pekataan !@#$%^&*() means ak mmg pissed off kan. well. i'm VERY pissed off now. tah pape lah kau nih, nyusah kan hidup. nak je ak bawak balik m16 masa latihan menembak smalam tembak kepala kau. bitch, say anything you want bout me in ur fb cuz i don't give a fuck bout you. and u well know enough that i'm not mean. and when i'm mean to u, that because i can't hold my patient to u nymore. i'm like, why lah people like u ever live in this beautiful world hah,? come on man, habislah hidup aku kalau nak layan kau, begging to be my friend back AFTER you chose THAT BITCH that u only known for 1 years instead of our long time friendship. after all, kau yang buat hal ngn ak. ak dah back off, kau coldy lagi. kau nak hape,? nak aku melutut merayu kat kau,? eh, bitch, kau igt kau sape,? raja pemaisuri ke ak nak begging. kau sorang je. kalau org lain nak pecaya kau ikt lah. sbb diorg tu stupid idiot dumb ass lah sbb tak tya ak. i mean, tak dgr both sides of story. =,= skg ni. ikt suka kau lah. malas aku nak layan. GTH la weh. kacau jek. oh oh. and for someone. kau acting mcm kau sorang je y kne delete ye,? haha. BODOH gila lah kau. bongok bangang bengap semua ada kat kau. friend list ak kat fb dulu ad 300, three hundreds, TIGA RATUS orang man. and ak delete sampai tinggal 40 lebih. and kau igt ak tak delete bes fren ak,?? ak delete. and what they do,? diorg add je ak balek. tak bising ap pun mcm kau. =,= dah diorg add, ak app jek. kcuali strangers lah. sbb strangers tu lahhh, ak backed off from your life. FAHAM,? tu lah kau. sbb tu aku kata kau BODOH and BENGAP. sbb kau tak tya ak sniri or even, the lamest way to ask me, suh je sesapa tlg tya ak. knp ak buat camtu. lame lah kau. oh oh. MY BLOG IS THE PLACE WHERE I RANT ON. and kalau ak tulis bnda buruk2, ak rasa ak ta mention nama org uh. LIKE I SAID, MY BLOG IS THE PLACE WHERE I RANT ON. bitch. kalau kau tak paham mkna rant uh, kau pegi amik kamus dwibahasa kau cari mkna dy. meh ak bg tau kau, kalau ak tak lepas kat blog ak, ak nnty jd mcm kau lah. bawak masalah kat fb, bg tau kat org lain, crita smua bnda bruk pasal kau kat org lain, hati ak ni nnty jd pnuh ngn bnci. bek ak lpas kat blog. ak lepas, then that's the end. brenti smpai situ jek. yang kau nak nagmuk benci ak sbb ak tulis pasal kau dlm blog ak tu knp? ape, kau sorang je ke y dibenarkan maki ak kat fb,??? AT LEAST, i'm BETTER than YOU, VAVI. well, kau start dlu kata mcm2 kat ak dlm fb kau, so kau ta boleh blame ak for rant on my blog. and i dont even mention your fucking name, man. NOT EVEN A GLIMPSE. even bff ak tak tau ak tulis pasal sapa. ckup ak sorg je tahu. orang lain tu tak payah laaaa nak terasa rasa, ak tak mention nama sesapa pun, so just shut your fucking mouth. ak sorg je tahu ak tulis pasal sape, so takyah nak bising2 kata blog ak mcm sial. perangai mcm sial. ohh. kalau kau rasa ak tulis pasal kau, well, kau boleh simpan pendam sensorang lupakan ja sbb ak tak mention nama orang. ak te beminat nak humiliate org sbb blog ni tmpat ak rant. so tlg lah jgn jd celaka. kau boleh pergi mati lah kalau kau mengada ngada gedikk lagi. buang masa ak layan orang celaka cam kau. =,=

post ak kali ni penuh dgn kata2 makian kan. well. mknanya kesabaran ak dah habis. so ak kena lepaskan. that's my way and don't tell me to express my feeling on the right way. kau boleh pergi mati. ak belajar dr eminem, my fav. rapper, express ur feeling tru writing. man. that works. sbb ap y ak kata. stop smpai situ ja. lepas tu ak lupa. ini.cara.aku. sbb ak tanak jd org y pnuh dgn kbencian. tolonglah. takde masa nak jadi org mcm tu. baik ak lepas kan. see. aku kalau kesabaran ak dah habis, aku mmg mean gila lah kat kau. u never imagine that. mmg MEAN. i mean REALLY MEAN. so stop. maaf lah ye, jgn la tekejut tgk ak tulis maki pe suma. sbb ak sgt marah. tp skg dah okay. sbb ak dah lepas. alhamdulillah. okay. here's the lyrics.

beautiful - eminem ft. korn

Lately I've been hard to reach

I've been too long on my own

Everybody has their private world

Where they can be alone

Are you calling me?

Are you trying to get through?

Are you reaching out for me?

I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fucking depressed

I just can't seem to get out this slump

If I could just get over this hump

But I need something to pull me out this dump

I took my bruises, took my lumps

Fell down and I got right back up

But I need that spark to get psyched back up

And in order for me to pick the mic back up

I don't know how or why or when

I ended up this position I'm in

I'm starting to feel dissin' again

So I decided just to pick this pen

Up and try to make an attempt to vent

But I just can't admit

Or come to grips with the fact that I may be done with rap

I need a new outlet

And I know some shit's so hard to swallow

But I can't just sit back and wallow

In my own sorrow but I know one fact

I'll be one tough act to follow

One tough act to follow

I'll be one tough act to follow

Here today, gone tomorrow

But you'd have to walk a thousand miles

In my shoes, just to see

What it's like, to be me

I'll be you, let's trade shoes

Just to see what it'd be like

To feel your pain, you feel mine

Go inside each others' minds

Just to see what we'd find

Look at shit through each others' eyes

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful

They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful

They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor

Everything's so tense and gloom

I almost feel like I gotta check

The temperature of the room

Just as soon as I walk in, it's like all eyes on me

And so I try to avoid any eye contact

'Cause if I do that then it opens the door

For conversation, like I want that

I'm not looking for extra attention

I just wanna be just like you

Blend in with the rest of the room

Maybe just point me to the closest restroom

I don't need no fucking man servant

Trying to follow me around and wipe my ass

Laugh at every single joke I crack

And half of 'em ain't even funny like

Ha! Marshall you're so funny man

You should be a comedian, god damn!"

Unfortunately I am

I just hide behind the tears of a clown

So why don't you all sit down

Listen to the tale I'm about to tell

Hell, we don't gotta trade our shoes

And you ain't gotta walk no thousand miles

In my shoes, just to see

What it's like, to be me

I'll be you, let's trade shoes

Just to see what it'd be like

To feel your pain, you feel mine

Go inside each others minds

Just to see what we'd find

Look at shit through each others eyes

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful

They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful

They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

Nobody asked for life to deal us

With these bullshit hands we're dealt

We gotta take these cards ourselves

And flip 'em, don't expect no help

Now I could've either just sat on my ass

And pissed and moaned

Or take this situation in which I'm placed in

And get up and get my own

I was never the type of kid

To wait by the door and pack his bags

I sat on the porch and hoped and prayed

For a dad to show up who never did

I just wanted to fit in

Every single place, every school I went

I dreamed of being that cool kid

Even if it meant acting stupid

And Edna always told me

Keep making that face and it'll get stuck like that

Meanwhile I'm just standing there

Holding my tongue tryna talk like that

'Til I stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole

At 8 years old

I learned my lesson then

'Cause I wasn't trying to impress my friends no more

But I already told you my whole life story

Not just based on my description

'Cause where you see it, from where you're sittin

It's probably 110% different

I guess we would have to walk a mile

In each others shoes at least

What size you wear? I wear 10's

Let's see if you can fit your feet

In my shoes, just to see

What it's like, to be me

I'll be you, let's trade shoes

Just to see what it'd be like

To feel your pain, you feel mine

Go inside each others minds

Just to see what we'd find

Look at shit through each others eyes

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful

They can all get fucked just stay true to you

So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful

They can all get fucked just stay true to you

So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful

They can all get fucked just stay true to you

So

Lately I've been hard to reach

I've been too long on my own

Everybody has their private world

Where they can be alone

Are you calling me?

Are you trying to get through?

Are you reaching out for me?

I'm reaching out for you

Yeah, to my babies

Stay strong, daddy will be home soon

And to the rest of the world

God gave you shoes to fit you

So put 'em on and wear 'em

Be yourself man, be proud of who you are

Even if it sounds corny

Don't ever let anyone tell you you ain't beautiful

posted by che' nina & mr. walkman d[0.o]b