the bright side

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IN THE NAME OF ALLAH THE MOST MERCIFUL THE MOST GRACIOUS

assalamualaikum people. :)

kalau segala benda dalam dunia ni mudah

tak ada yang payah

sah lah semua manusia tak ada masalah

maka

berpijaklah di bumi nyata

mana yang susah,lawan dengan usaha

mana yang payah,atasi dengan upaya

dan jangan lupa doa

Allah kan ada?

takkan dah lupa?

@[Hlovatesays]

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THE WORDS I NEVER SAID

IN THE NAME OF ALLAH THE MOST GRACIOUS THE MOST MERCIFUL,

assalamualaikum people,!

so i was just randomly clicking on youtube and then i came across this song.

i'm not a rap fans but i think this song have deeeeeeeeeeep meaning.

i mean comparing to nowdays songs, this is what we call the real rap kut.

geez. not all rappers rap true and reality things like lupe fiasco, malique, salam and etc...

check out words i never said lupe fiasco feat skylar grey.

check out the music video and also the lyrics k. 

:)

"Words I Never Said"
(feat. Skylar Grey)

[Skylar Grey]
It’s so loud Inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

[Lupe Fiasco]
I really think the war on terror is a bunch of bullshit
Just a poor excuse for you to use up all your bullets
How much money does it take to really make a full clip
9/11 building 7 did they really pull it
Uhh, And a bunch of other cover ups
Your childs future was the first to go with budget cuts
If you think that hurts then, wait here comes the uppercut
The school was garbage in the first place, that's on the up and up
Keep you at the bottom but tease you with the uppercrust
You get it then they move it so you never keeping up enough
If you turn on TV all you see’s a bunch of “what the fucks”
Dude is dating so and so blabbering bout such and such
And that ain't Jersey Shore, homie that's the news
And these the same people that supposed to be telling us the truth
Limbaugh is a racist, Glenn Beck is a racist
Gaza strip was getting bombed, Obama didn’t say shit
That's why I ain't vote for him, next one either
I’ma part of the problem, my problem is I’m peaceful
And I believe in the people.

[Skylar Grey]
It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

[Lupe Fiasco - Verse 2]
Now you can say it ain't our fault if we never heard it
But if we know better than we probably deserve it
Jihad is not a holy war, wheres that in the worship?
Murdering is not Islam!
And you are not observant
And you are not a muslim
Israel don’t take my side cause look how far you’ve pushed them
Walk with me into the ghetto, this where all the Kush went
Complain about the liquor store but what you drinking liquor for?
Complain about the gloom but when’d you pick a broom up?
Just listening to Pac ain't gone make it stop
A rebel in your thoughts, ain't gon make it halt
If you don’t become an actor you’ll never be a factor
Pills with million side effects
Take em when the pains felt
Wash them down with Diet soda!
Killin off your brain cells
Crooked banks around the World
Would gladly give a loan today
So if you ever miss a payment
They can take your home away!

[Skylar Grey]
It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said, never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

[Lupe Fiasco - Verse 3]
I think that all the silence is worse than all the violence
Fear is such a weak emotion that's why I despise it
We scared of almost everything, afraid to even tell the truth
So scared of what you think of me, I’m scared of even telling you
Sometimes I’m like the only person I feel safe to tell it to
I’m locked inside a cell in me, I know that there’s a jail in you
Consider this your bailing out, so take a breath, inhale a few
My screams is finally getting free, my thoughts is finally yelling through

[Skylar Grey]
It’s so loud Inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said

it's more than just a song and a rap.

subtle. 

may peace be upon you.

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SPM and the disappointment. :)

 IN THE NAME OF ALLAH THE MOST MERCIFUL THE MOST GRACIOUS,

assalamualaikum w.b.t people. 

alhamdulillah masih bernafas di bumi Allah. 

sorry lama x update. kemalasan melanda. hehehehe.

okay la regarding to SPM results hari tu,

if anyone curious what is my result is, 

i got 2A+ 3A 2B 2C+

A+ utk subjek BM and Math Mode

A utk PAI, SJ, and BI

B utk Bio n Phys

C+ utk Add math n Chemistry

tiada perkataan lain selain Alhamdulillah. :)

and to all my teachers, especially in SMK SULTANAH BAHIYAH and SMS KUBANG PASU,

thanks a million saja x cukup utk balas jasa cikgu.

semoga Allah memberkati cikgu cikgu semua dgn rezeki y byk, kesihatan y baik, kejayaan dunia akhirat. aamiin. 

and i'm an SBP student.

auwww i know what you guys might think. 

that an SBP student should score good results kan.

naah. i'm an SBP student.

the diffrent btween student skolah harian is aku smua student dy dduk hostel. PnP ttap sama. lulzz.

geez i'm not enstein. :D 

alhamdulillah, i accepted my result with open hearted. 

there's no reason i should be in grieve or whatever.

to those people who didn't get their results as expected,

have faith in Him. cause SPM is just a begin of your new chapter.

trust me. He has a wayyyyy better plan for you in future. 

it's not the end of the world yet,!

you might think it's easy to say.

dear, it's okay to have a little disappointment but don't go meroyan excessive k,

meroyan kat twitter misalnya, 

example, miss A ni dpt 7A's. she expect to get 9A's over 10 subjects that she took.

so she go on and on grieving on twitter saying things like how can she ever get in to University bla bla bla.....

without even thinking other people's feeling.

there might be someone who get least than her and being worried sick abt their chance getting in university.

guys. stop being like that.....just....have faith in Him. 

and be greatful whatever results you get. cause you don't know. that there's somewhere else, someone is hoping to get a result like you. like me. cause mybe she didn't even get any A. but she wish she could get one A and she'll be more greatful than us, who get straight a's, 8,7,6,5,4,3,2 and even 1. believe me. 

but but buttttttt, jgn jadi sgt berpuas hati and cukup dgn result y anda dpt tu, *bg y x dpt straigt a's lahh.

feel greatful, and say alhamdulillah is a must but at the same time ada rasa keazaman y tinggi and kuat utk lebih maju. faham dak konsep dia,? you get me,? beginilah, a big greatful, a little sad, and a big determination to success in future k. :)

and, some parents might be a little........

well you know what i mean. :)

what to say, they are parents. they have right to be mad and disappointed cause as parents, they do want to see their child success in everything.

bersabarlah bagi y menghadapi masalah begini. :)

ramai y quite surprise to see me happy like i get straigt a's or smtg. i even told anyone who asked my results in twitter openly. there's nothing to be shame of for me. :)

and my secret of being able to accept it open heartedly is because i have faith in Him and aku hanya berserah pada Allah. it works. really. cause you know you have done yr best, ikhtiar, doa, pray, insyaAllah, Allah akn bg kekuatan dkat hati. :)

oooo ya,~ 

buat kengkawan y mengenali,

congrats to all of you no matter what you get, especially y dapat straigt a's.

aku doakan kalian berjaya dunia akhirat. aamiin,! 

smoga ukhuwah kita kekal,! :3

okay la. abt my plan after ni.

so as planned before, kalau result average nk amik law kan.

so focus aku skrg dkat law lah.

dah mohon UiTM utk law and UIAM law.

semoga aku dapat,! aamiin,! :)

i guess till here je kut. 

last but not least, 

nota kaki :

one day maybe,? XD

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random, @__@

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IN THE NAME OF ALLAH THE MOST GRACIOUS THE MOST MERCIFUL,

assalamualaikum earthlings,! :3

ya lately aku kemalasan tahap naga *bak kata kakak aqilah kita,

untuk update blog. xtau kenapa. hoho.

bukan takat update blog ja malas.

topup pun malas. therefore kredit dibiarkan kosong begitu saja.

ah, x penting utk mengisi topup tu. 

kalau bukak fb. ramai jugak y IM-ing aku.

kalau rajin aku balas sepatah dua kata.

dah kata aku ni pemalas.

and pelik.

aku weirdo tahu x,?

kalau aku malas nk contact org, mmg malas la jawabnya.

x tipu. 

entah kenapa, rasa mcm mahu menyendiri, malas mahu berkomunikasi dgn org org

y caring tanya kesihatan bagai. malas.

jgn tanya kenapa, aku pun x tahu kenapa. :)

jadi aku minta maaf dan ampun atas kemalasan aku. 

hehe.

hem....

ada rasa rimas utk baca paper or tgk berita lately.

yela. pilihan raya makin dekat.

rimas sbb parti A fitnah parti B,

parti C biadap dgn agama lain,

blablablabla.

x boring ke org politikus buat keja keja ni,?

reveal aib kaum sebangsa sendiri,

mengkafirkan org sesuka hati,

blablabla......

to be honest, aku x side mana mana parti ke pihak ke apa ke.

sbb bagi aku selagi x bersatu bangsa aku...

maka aku rasa mcm ditelan mati emak diluah mati bapak.

tau sbb apa,?

without penyatuan bangsa aku ni, maka agama Islam akan goyah.

percayalah, kalau hilang melayu kat tanah melayu ni,

agama Islam pun x mustahil akan terhakis.

berkemungkinan besar jadi macam negara Turki masa zaman Mustafa Kamal Attartuk.

takpun...negara terdekat dgn tanah melayu ni sendiri. Singapura.

haritu aku ada tengok program bual bicara bersama Tun Dr. Mahathir.

antara kata kata beliau y aku masih igt is...

uniknya di tanah melayu ni sbb org melayu menyatukan agamnya dgn bangsanya.

kalau korang perasan...kalau sebut melayu ja msti tau y dia tu mst agamanya Islam.

kan,? betul x,? 

kata beliau....bila ada penyatuan ni...jika hilang melayu di tanah sendiri...

maka apa masa depan agama Islam yang tlh sebati dan bersatu dgn bangsa melayu sendiri,?

tepuk dada tanya iman dan ilmu anda. anda org bijak pandai belaka kan.

haha. saya baru 18. apa yang saya tulis ni saya dah fikir dr form 3 lagi yo. 

:D

but....aku ni bukan la racist pun..

aku xda masalah pun dgn bangsa lain...

cuma point aku ialah melayu ni mudah lupa.

hohoho.

entah la. kalau sebut pasal politik m'sia, sgt serabut rasanya.

and aku mmg x bekenan betul org y menyokong membuta tuli tnpa memikirkan hal hal sampingan yang x kurang penting jugak.

aku ada sorang sahabat ni y kalau sebut pasal kerajaan ja mesti kata kata makian meniti di bibirnya.

katanya org y x meletakkan agama nombor 1 dlm hidup dia x layak memimpin.

emmm...akhir zaman ni sukar dah nk cari pemimpin mcm khulafa ar-rasyidin or mcm rasulullah (s.a.w) sendiri . jadi aku rasa optionnya, pasti A,B dan C y kebanyakan ahlinya saudara seagama patut bersatu. maka masing masing dapat memperbaiki diri masing masing di samping dpt mengukuhkan agama Islam tu sendiri. 

alert ya peeps, i'm not a good muslimah and so on tapi aku bercakap apa y aku fikir la. 

sbb aku x nak la jadi mcm negara negara Islam y tgh begolak skrg ni. seriously.

lepas diorang memberontak bagai ni, ada jadi lebih better ke neagara tu.? xkan.

yang best nya,? pihak 'ketiga' la. seronok tgk negara Islam hancur. 

pada aku dalam poitik malaysia ni, ada pihak y menjadi boneka pihak lain.

bangsa aku y dulunya bersatu padu la ni pecah belah gaduh berebut kuasa.

bukak aib org tu la bukak aib org ni la.

ya kita begaduh sesama kita sendiri. of course la ada pihak y best tgk. 

alangkah bodohnya. 

kata sahabat aku ni...parti B xnk kejasama dgn parti A sbb kisah dulu.

well, buang y keruh amik y jernih, bersatu demi kebaikan agama dan bangsa.

bangsa lain tepelihara elok, x da gaduh pun.

kita becakaran sbb kuasa. =='

lgpun...y tua tua ni bg la y muda pulak naik. 

insyaAllah tenaga muda akn memajukan lagi M'sia dgn lebih ekspress.

dan aku meyokong Hudud.

tapi aku nak jugak negara aku maju. x de la ketinggalan di belakang negara kafir....

x malu ke,? ada org y hina agama kita lah apa lah.

semalam aku tgk hashtag y famous kat twitter hashtag to Najib Razak tuh.

y jumpa pun byk bebudak ja y dok main hashtag and mmg biadap lah cara diorang tegur PM tu.

hey, like i say, i'm not supporting any party but lets act as an educated person can you,?

cara tulis hashtag tu biadap n menggambar kan kerendahan cara pemikiran sesorang tu. bagi aku la. imean come on la. beliau tu pemimpin negara. kalau tak suka pun, show some respect la sikit.

y dok komen pasal psy tu pun. ada yang pegi tgk pesembahan tu. tapi kutuk menyalak sakan kat twitter. apadia. kalau x suka x payah la pegi. ==' 

ini dok maki PM la apa la kat twitter tu.

camtu ke Islam ajar kita,? mcm tu ke,? kita buat mcm tu mencerminkan agama kita jugak. kalau org bukan saudara seagama kita buat kita x payah la ikut.

tnjukkan nilai murni y Islam tu bawak. ini tidak. buat malu agama n bangsa sendiri.

lagi satu y aku rimas...

bila pi mall ke apa ke nk cari baju, 

jumpa dah y lawa tu. tapiiiiiiiiiiiii tapi tapiii...

kalau x ketat or kecik baju tu, mst baju tu x menepati piawaian.

aku bengang betul. =..='

bengang smpai aku rasa mcm nk jd fashion designer,

design dress ke blouse ke y lawa lawa tp menepati piawaian for muslimah,

y ada size dr XS sampai la XXXL. x tipu la.

aku ni dah la gemok. nk cari baju y x ketat or melekap ni punya la payah.

and aku nk juai baju baju tu murah ja. x payah mahai mahai. niat aku supaya muslimah kat negara ni senang nk cari baju y menepati piawaian. bayangkan pahala y aku dapat byk mana. wohooo,~ :D

hahaha. angan angan ja tp mana la tahu menjadi dan diizinkan Allah kan. :)

kawan kawan muslimah doa la utk aku. :3

aku percaya pada rezeki y diberikan oleh Allah. 

i know we should dress not to impress human being but aku rasa kekemasan tu penting.

uh oh, 

ada announcement. :)

aku single alhamdulillah.

not in a relay anymore.

and so far sgt happy dgn keadaan sekarang.

happy utk kawan ja ngn semua orang. 

dan sampai sekarang aku masih menyimpan perasaan kat someone ni.

semoga dia jodoh aku. :3

last but not least. 

a confession.

*sebenarnya aku tulih ja ap y telintas kat kepala aku. T^T

aku baru 18, budak baru belajar, lap hingus sendiri pun terkial kial lagi,

maaf kalau ada y tersinggung.

y baik tu drpd Allah, y buruk tu drpd Allah jugak tp disandarkan kpd aku.

drop a comment cause i want to know your opinion too. tp jgn la bash sy ye, sy sensitip nt sy menangis. :3

and may peace be upon you.

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kerisauan. :/

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IN THE NAME OF ALLAH THE MOST GRACIOUS THE MOST MERCIFUL,

assalamualaikum,~~~

:)

i have been susah hati lately.

of course la sbb result spm.

haha. penentu masa depan bagaimana. :)

hem...see...aku mmg ada plan dah.

but i'm just scared.

scared that, kalau x dapat straight a's boleh ke aku further belajar,?

:/

risau kut.

rasanya hampir pitam bila fikir result.

saya bukan orang senang kaya banyak duit

yang boleh sambung kat swasta.

saya org sederhana. :|

hemm....

hati ni berat untuk jadi TEACHER.

tp DOCTOR pun ada jugak.

nak decide pun kna tgk result dlu nanti. 

walaupun yakin yang result aku xkan gempak dan rasanya result ciput je kut. aku x harap pun result da bomb. tp x salah utk dream jadi Dr. Amalina or Teacher Amalina kan. HAHA,~

andai kalau aku dapat result apa pun,

time tu la aku akan decide nak jadi apa n apa cita cita aku.

weheartit.com

:)

aku terjumpa kata kata semangat nih kat weheartit.com of course.,

found it kinda true. :)

no matter how much down i am,

down about my result, down about myself,

but i have to keep believing in Allah.

rezeki Allah yang bagi.

insyaAllah. :)

aamiin. 

 no matter how my result is. have to keep moving forward.

and dream the best. wish the best. strike for the best.

:)

hope so. aku mmg dah nak quit hoping for my spm results. :)

mengharap Allah ja.

but still x give up doa for the best. 

peeps. do doa the best for me.

risau yang x tertanggung ni. 

:|

and may peace be upon you.

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suara hati kecil.

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IN THE NAME OF ALLAH THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL,

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WARAHMATULLAHI WABARAKTUH,

and

HELL~OOOO 

earthlings,! LOL,~ :3

it's been awhile since last i update my blog.

emm, no i didn't go anywhere interesting or did a job...

just lazy to update. hehe.

so, since last week if i'm not mistaken, i started morning jog routine at The Darulaman Lake, Jitra. 

with Aida Amalina. and sometimes joined by Keyo and Sara. 

Lol. i'll say i'm quite a determine girl kut

cause pepagi buta nak bgn dr katil tu mmg menguji iman sungguh. :)

HOHO,~ 

to start something new is easy but to istiqamah truly and fully hard.

now trying to istiqamah jogging and exercising for my own sake. :)

yes, it is indeed for my health.

gila overweight and obes sgtlah x sihat dan mengundang penyakit.

besides. i need to take care of my cardiac kan. Lol. :3

k. you must be wondering what on earth kaitannya post kali ni dgn picture tu kan,?

Lol,~

gonna talk about what has been in my heart for awhile.

you see. lately i've been thinking of something.....

hem....this issue is quite complicated though.

cause this issue include other people's heart and feelings. 

:|

 it is never easy to keep your head up and your hear strong.

some decision is very hard to make.

for example when it comes to your religion and relationships.

before i begin pouring you what i've been thingking lemme tell you something.

mark my words peeps,

CHANGE do easy.

TO START SOMETHING NEW do easy. 

but to istiqamah is the hardest.

you see.

ini suara hati aku.

"aku teringin untuk mengabdikan diri aku untuk Allah dan memberi 100% hati aku untuk Allah."

yes. once i did told Alia Syahirah about this... about teringin nak fully for Allah. 

it's hard cause i am in a relationship right now.

kita tak tahu hati orang.

adakah dia boleh terima kalau aku kata.

aku nak devote life and hati aku untuk Allah semata sampai lah aku rasa the right time untuk fikir relationship.

will he understand,?

takut untuk luka kan perasaan orang tu of course la ada.

hem.

it ain't an easy task to do.

to break the love relay and focus to Allah only.

i admit that i am not a good muslimah.

but i'm trying to be one. 

Ya Allah. permudahkan lah urusan hambaMu ini.

Ya Allah. kekalkanlah aku di jalan Mu.

aku percaya. pada umur aku 18 tahun ni.

i don't need a special boyfriend yet.

aku perlukan Allah semata.

sedang usia menginjak tua, dosa demi dosa aku buat.

kalau nak mati esok lusa pun boleh. 

hari demi hari.

timbang antara dosa dan pahala semakin x seimbang.

semakin berat dosa. pahala ringan sahaja.

i believe in Allah.

ya Allah. berikan aku kekuatan. 

:/

hem. 

tu part 1. 

ni part 2.

i have been searching for new clothes since lepas spm lg.

but x jumpa lg y betul betul ikut piawai. hohoho.

disebabkan kesusahan nak cari baju y ikut piawai,

*yela aku kan badan besar. lol,~

buat aku berazam untuk bukak bisnes nanti. hahaha.

bukak bisnes baju, khas utk muslimah. :3

insyaAllah. perancangan semata. kalau diizinkan Allah, alhamdulillah. :)

hem. 

semoga Allah bantu aku dalam kepayahan ini.

kepayahan untuk istiqamah dan buat sehabis baik dalam beribadat kepadaNYA.

:)

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and may peace be upon you.

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EIGHTEEN

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IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.

assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh

and HELL~O earthlings,! :)

hehe. sorry, cause it has been a while since i last update my blog.

ketiadaan laptop mnyebabkan kejarangan online.

hehe.

so, first and foremost, 

anda semua sihat sihat belaka,?

alhamdulilah jika semua masih mampu baca entry aku nih.

secondly, 

i would like to thank you to all people who wish my birthday last week.

yes, my birthday is on 11.01.2013

alhamdulillah la ni dah 18tahun 3 hari bernafas. 

alhamdulillah i am surrounded by the most awesome people on earth ever live.

:)

post kali ni xda tujuan spesifik pun.

random kut.

duduk rumah semakin hari semakin gemuk.

alhamdulillah rezeki banyak. :)

alhamdulillah lesen L bru ja amik tadi.

alhamdulillah jugak, insyaAllah esok 

akan dapat yamaha keyboard model PSR333

as birthday present from mama and abah.

alhamdulillah, bru sbulan bljr piano dah nak naik grade dah. :)

emm. cakap pasal present,

keyo bagi bantal bentuk love tulis i love you,

nabila bagi bantal betuk love jugak tulis specially for you,

mr.f bagi perfume body shop dream unlimited dengan gmbar edited yang lawa serta pujian lagi, :D

emm,,yang lain diorang bagi kasih sayang kat aku. awesome kan. 

hemm. serious nih, 

aku berazam bersungguh sungguh nih,

nak jadi pemain piano yang awesome. 

da terer nt boleh la main lagu monster big bang tuh.

macam thePianoheart ni.

ce tgk video dia.

awesome kut. :O

okay lah. 

dah xda apa nk tulih.

currently no idea of new topic.

heheeh.

terima kasih atas kesudian anda untuk baca blog aku nih.

and may peace be upon you. 

.

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