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Tuesday, March 26, 2013

the bright side



assalamualaikum people. :)

kalau segala benda dalam dunia ni mudah
tak ada yang payah
sah lah semua manusia tak ada masalah

berpijaklah di bumi nyata
mana yang susah,lawan dengan usaha
mana yang payah,atasi dengan upaya
dan jangan lupa doa
Allah kan ada?
takkan dah lupa?


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Saturday, March 23, 2013



assalamualaikum people,!
so i was just randomly clicking on youtube and then i came across this song.
i'm not a rap fans but i think this song have deeeeeeeeeeep meaning.
i mean comparing to nowdays songs, this is what we call the real rap kut.
geez. not all rappers rap true and reality things like lupe fiasco, malique, salam and etc...
check out words i never said lupe fiasco feat skylar grey.
check out the music video and also the lyrics k. 

"Words I Never Said"
(feat. Skylar Grey)
[Skylar Grey]
It’s so loud Inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

[Lupe Fiasco]
I really think the war on terror is a bunch of bullshit
Just a poor excuse for you to use up all your bullets
How much money does it take to really make a full clip
9/11 building 7 did they really pull it
Uhh, And a bunch of other cover ups
Your childs future was the first to go with budget cuts
If you think that hurts then, wait here comes the uppercut
The school was garbage in the first place, that's on the up and up
Keep you at the bottom but tease you with the uppercrust
You get it then they move it so you never keeping up enough
If you turn on TV all you see’s a bunch of “what the fucks”
Dude is dating so and so blabbering bout such and such
And that ain't Jersey Shore, homie that's the news
And these the same people that supposed to be telling us the truth
Limbaugh is a racist, Glenn Beck is a racist
Gaza strip was getting bombed, Obama didn’t say shit
That's why I ain't vote for him, next one either
I’ma part of the problem, my problem is I’m peaceful
And I believe in the people.

[Skylar Grey]
It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

[Lupe Fiasco - Verse 2]
Now you can say it ain't our fault if we never heard it
But if we know better than we probably deserve it
Jihad is not a holy war, wheres that in the worship?
Murdering is not Islam!
And you are not observant
And you are not a muslim
Israel don’t take my side cause look how far you’ve pushed them
Walk with me into the ghetto, this where all the Kush went
Complain about the liquor store but what you drinking liquor for?
Complain about the gloom but when’d you pick a broom up?
Just listening to Pac ain't gone make it stop
A rebel in your thoughts, ain't gon make it halt
If you don’t become an actor you’ll never be a factor
Pills with million side effects
Take em when the pains felt
Wash them down with Diet soda!
Killin off your brain cells
Crooked banks around the World
Would gladly give a loan today
So if you ever miss a payment
They can take your home away!

[Skylar Grey]
It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said, never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

[Lupe Fiasco - Verse 3]
I think that all the silence is worse than all the violence
Fear is such a weak emotion that's why I despise it
We scared of almost everything, afraid to even tell the truth
So scared of what you think of me, I’m scared of even telling you
Sometimes I’m like the only person I feel safe to tell it to
I’m locked inside a cell in me, I know that there’s a jail in you
Consider this your bailing out, so take a breath, inhale a few
My screams is finally getting free, my thoughts is finally yelling through

[Skylar Grey]
It’s so loud Inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said

it's more than just a song and a rap.

may peace be upon you.

*photo found on weheartit.com
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Friday, March 22, 2013

SPM and the disappointment. :)


assalamualaikum w.b.t people. 
alhamdulillah masih bernafas di bumi Allah. 

sorry lama x update. kemalasan melanda. hehehehe.
okay la regarding to SPM results hari tu,
if anyone curious what is my result is, 
i got 2A+ 3A 2B 2C+

A+ utk subjek BM and Math Mode
A utk PAI, SJ, and BI

B utk Bio n Phys

C+ utk Add math n Chemistry

tiada perkataan lain selain Alhamdulillah. :)

and to all my teachers, especially in SMK SULTANAH BAHIYAH and SMS KUBANG PASU,
thanks a million saja x cukup utk balas jasa cikgu.
semoga Allah memberkati cikgu cikgu semua dgn rezeki y byk, kesihatan y baik, kejayaan dunia akhirat. aamiin. 

and i'm an SBP student.
auwww i know what you guys might think. 
that an SBP student should score good results kan.
naah. i'm an SBP student.
the diffrent btween student skolah harian is aku smua student dy dduk hostel. PnP ttap sama. lulzz.
geez i'm not enstein. :D 

alhamdulillah, i accepted my result with open hearted. 
there's no reason i should be in grieve or whatever.
to those people who didn't get their results as expected,
have faith in Him. cause SPM is just a begin of your new chapter.
trust me. He has a wayyyyy better plan for you in future. 
it's not the end of the world yet,!

you might think it's easy to say.
dear, it's okay to have a little disappointment but don't go meroyan excessive k,
meroyan kat twitter misalnya, 
example, miss A ni dpt 7A's. she expect to get 9A's over 10 subjects that she took.
so she go on and on grieving on twitter saying things like how can she ever get in to University bla bla bla.....
without even thinking other people's feeling.
there might be someone who get least than her and being worried sick abt their chance getting in university.
guys. stop being like that.....just....have faith in Him. 
and be greatful whatever results you get. cause you don't know. that there's somewhere else, someone is hoping to get a result like you. like me. cause mybe she didn't even get any A. but she wish she could get one A and she'll be more greatful than us, who get straight a's, 8,7,6,5,4,3,2 and even 1. believe me. 

but but buttttttt, jgn jadi sgt berpuas hati and cukup dgn result y anda dpt tu, *bg y x dpt straigt a's lahh.
feel greatful, and say alhamdulillah is a must but at the same time ada rasa keazaman y tinggi and kuat utk lebih maju. faham dak konsep dia,? you get me,? beginilah, a big greatful, a little sad, and a big determination to success in future k. :)

and, some parents might be a little........
well you know what i mean. :)
what to say, they are parents. they have right to be mad and disappointed cause as parents, they do want to see their child success in everything.
bersabarlah bagi y menghadapi masalah begini. :)

ramai y quite surprise to see me happy like i get straigt a's or smtg. i even told anyone who asked my results in twitter openly. there's nothing to be shame of for me. :)
and my secret of being able to accept it open heartedly is because i have faith in Him and aku hanya berserah pada Allah. it works. really. cause you know you have done yr best, ikhtiar, doa, pray, insyaAllah, Allah akn bg kekuatan dkat hati. :)

oooo ya,~ 
buat kengkawan y mengenali,
congrats to all of you no matter what you get, especially y dapat straigt a's.
aku doakan kalian berjaya dunia akhirat. aamiin,! 
smoga ukhuwah kita kekal,! :3

okay la. abt my plan after ni.
so as planned before, kalau result average nk amik law kan.
so focus aku skrg dkat law lah.
dah mohon UiTM utk law and UIAM law.
semoga aku dapat,! aamiin,! :)

i guess till here je kut. 

last but not least, 

nota kaki :
one day maybe,? XD

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