SPM and the disappointment. :)

 IN THE NAME OF ALLAH THE MOST MERCIFUL THE MOST GRACIOUS,

assalamualaikum w.b.t people. 

alhamdulillah masih bernafas di bumi Allah. 

sorry lama x update. kemalasan melanda. hehehehe.

okay la regarding to SPM results hari tu,

if anyone curious what is my result is, 

i got 2A+ 3A 2B 2C+

A+ utk subjek BM and Math Mode

A utk PAI, SJ, and BI

B utk Bio n Phys

C+ utk Add math n Chemistry

tiada perkataan lain selain Alhamdulillah. :)

and to all my teachers, especially in SMK SULTANAH BAHIYAH and SMS KUBANG PASU,

thanks a million saja x cukup utk balas jasa cikgu.

semoga Allah memberkati cikgu cikgu semua dgn rezeki y byk, kesihatan y baik, kejayaan dunia akhirat. aamiin. 

and i'm an SBP student.

auwww i know what you guys might think. 

that an SBP student should score good results kan.

naah. i'm an SBP student.

the diffrent btween student skolah harian is aku smua student dy dduk hostel. PnP ttap sama. lulzz.

geez i'm not enstein. :D 

alhamdulillah, i accepted my result with open hearted. 

there's no reason i should be in grieve or whatever.

to those people who didn't get their results as expected,

have faith in Him. cause SPM is just a begin of your new chapter.

trust me. He has a wayyyyy better plan for you in future. 

it's not the end of the world yet,!

you might think it's easy to say.

dear, it's okay to have a little disappointment but don't go meroyan excessive k,

meroyan kat twitter misalnya, 

example, miss A ni dpt 7A's. she expect to get 9A's over 10 subjects that she took.

so she go on and on grieving on twitter saying things like how can she ever get in to University bla bla bla.....

without even thinking other people's feeling.

there might be someone who get least than her and being worried sick abt their chance getting in university.

guys. stop being like that.....just....have faith in Him. 

and be greatful whatever results you get. cause you don't know. that there's somewhere else, someone is hoping to get a result like you. like me. cause mybe she didn't even get any A. but she wish she could get one A and she'll be more greatful than us, who get straight a's, 8,7,6,5,4,3,2 and even 1. believe me. 

but but buttttttt, jgn jadi sgt berpuas hati and cukup dgn result y anda dpt tu, *bg y x dpt straigt a's lahh.

feel greatful, and say alhamdulillah is a must but at the same time ada rasa keazaman y tinggi and kuat utk lebih maju. faham dak konsep dia,? you get me,? beginilah, a big greatful, a little sad, and a big determination to success in future k. :)

and, some parents might be a little........

well you know what i mean. :)

what to say, they are parents. they have right to be mad and disappointed cause as parents, they do want to see their child success in everything.

bersabarlah bagi y menghadapi masalah begini. :)

ramai y quite surprise to see me happy like i get straigt a's or smtg. i even told anyone who asked my results in twitter openly. there's nothing to be shame of for me. :)

and my secret of being able to accept it open heartedly is because i have faith in Him and aku hanya berserah pada Allah. it works. really. cause you know you have done yr best, ikhtiar, doa, pray, insyaAllah, Allah akn bg kekuatan dkat hati. :)

oooo ya,~ 

buat kengkawan y mengenali,

congrats to all of you no matter what you get, especially y dapat straigt a's.

aku doakan kalian berjaya dunia akhirat. aamiin,! 

smoga ukhuwah kita kekal,! :3

okay la. abt my plan after ni.

so as planned before, kalau result average nk amik law kan.

so focus aku skrg dkat law lah.

dah mohon UiTM utk law and UIAM law.

semoga aku dapat,! aamiin,! :)

i guess till here je kut. 

last but not least, 

nota kaki :

one day maybe,? XD

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F U T U R E

ASSALAMULAIKUM,~~~~

hoho. update lagi. 

okay. kali ni topik future pulak. hemm.

x lama lagi, result spm akn kluar.

jujur dari hati nurani ni,

sungguh aku x yakin aku akn dapat straight a's.

aku x hope pun dapat a banyak banyak. :)

apa yang aku dapat, aku just besyukur ja.

sbb apa yang jadi Dia yang tentukan.

yang penting, i have given all out, given all my best,

in my spm.

insyaAllah, kalau result x gempak pun, future masih ada.

spm bukan penamat tapi permulaan chapter baru dalam hidup.

a new phase in other words.

and cakap ni bukan sekadar nak sedapkan hati sendiri tapi kenyataan.

x dpt banyak a dlm spm doesnt mean x boleh berjaya.

ada ja orang y failure dalam sekolah berjaya sekarang.

yang selalu fail masa sekolah jadi jutawan.

yang x sempat habiskan sekolah jadi usahawan sukses.

maybe the most important thing is...semangat yang kuat untuk tetap melangkah mencapai impian.

dan melakukan segala galanya kerana Allah,

dan meletakkan kan segala galanya kepada Allah,

lalu berserah dan berdoa kepada Allah.

sedangkan permintaan syaitan laknatullah untuk hidup selamanya pun Allah tunaikan,

apatah lagi permintaan hamba-Nya yang kadang solatnya x diterima-Nya kan. :) 

so...maybe kalau x dapat result gempak mcm org lain pun kan...

maybe can make it as our own inspiration untuk bangkit.

dan buat lagi yang terbaik lagi. yes, it can be hurt but it also, can be our rainbow after rain. who knows. :)

apa pun, kena pegang prinsip mcm ni jugak kut. tapi lakukannya base on Islam lah. 

walaupun kecewa, don't stop dreammmmmhh,~ :D

dan maybe, selepas tu boleh jadi stars pulak kan,?

mcm quote nih, 

paham dak makna disebalik quotes nih,?

maksudnya... bintang xkan bersinar tanpa kegelapan.

bintang tu kita. kegelapan tu maybe kita punya...

failure ke...or kekecewaan kita k...

dan sewaktu dengannya lah. hehe.

dan percayalah, segala yang terjadi ada hikmahnya.

dan Allah tahu ap yang terbaik untuk kita.

dan jangan takut untuk take chances, take risks,

embrace your fear. take the fail, take the disappointment, take the hurt.

 insyaAllah. berjaya dunia akhirat.

dan bukan life namanya jika hidup takut disakiti dan takut susah.

letaklah dunia di tanganmu, dan akhirat di hatimu. 

insyaAllah all is well. :)

 dan lagi dua hari nak masuk 2013 tahun masihi.

and may peace be upon you all. 

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